February 26, 2006
last night, i realized that life is really too short.. i never imagined that life would be that easy to loose... i understand that noone owns our life except our creator... what my point is that, life is too short to waste time, opportunity and chance.. As much as possible, we need to do things as much as we can.. just like what my prof says, "Do what you can do today, for tommorrow might too late, or there will be no more tommorrow at all... " what i've learned is that try to tell things to those people around us as early as we can.. Life is like a blink of an eye! As fast as we blink our eyes.. People, who we lived with might not be there at all times..
there was a very important person in my life that once, i was afraid to loose.. She's been a big part of "raine's Life".. What she had done to me is what you can see to my principles.. Her existence is a big part where I can get my strength (unnotice but genuine)... We've been treeted each other as mother and dauhgter. Infact, she's been a second mother to me since my birth. She fulfilled a part of my babyhood while my mother is in her work.. and I can say that she really loved me as her "niece" and i do loved her also as my "Tita".. Until one point in time that a crisis came. It really shocked not only me but the whole family.. She really got sicked and illed.. There was a time that i really dont know where to go when i heard what happened to her.. BUt I tried to be as strong as I can and to be a neutral not to show how reall sad I am.! Those nights, that I thought I cant do anything for her was the nights that I PROVED TO MYSELF AND TO GOD, how firm my faith to HIM.. I always prayed for her, and Im so happy that God answered me.. And now she is with us... I can consider her as a "TRUE SURVIVOR" of her own battle..
feared 3:44 PM