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im just an ordinary girl who afraid to love..
March 12, 2006
hai.. its late na.. well i just want to xpress wat i really felt at this time.. im so upset.. not becoz my mind is corrupted of commitments and things but rather i felt rejected kanina.. as in i was really hurt.. it was a hard thing to do, or to suggest an idea if the one your talking to is not that interested to what u r saying..(sakit diba), u r not given a chance to explain what you really want to xpress.. oh, well its not my lost..
March 11- oh well, its really hard to talk about family.. its really, really complicated to tackle about it..why,,? simply because we have our individual differences, which i know that it made us think in different views.. but anyways, im really thankful that somehow, someone trust me to talk about this sensitive matter.. i hope somehow i hepled you.. but still i could not accept the fact that you starting to fall inlove with me, which i really dont believe it.. you, dont even know the real me.. im not saying that i do have a negative charac but what im trying to say is that only a part of me which you really know.. its really impossible for a person whom, you havent see yet, that made you fall for.. right..? i do really experienced that.. its not love what you feel but more of interest.. you have thought that i was love but its a big lie.. kaya mo lng cnsbi ma mahal mo ang isang tao is just because you are engage to the idea " that a things which s/he had done to you.. alam mo un.. nsabi mo lng na mahal mo xia xe nakita mo ung isang characteristic na hinahanap mo..
March 10- hai.. though the day is quite tiresome, im still happy, or should i say awakened..hehehe.. ala lng po.. basta im so happy xe nman c pampam noh, kinausap nya kia aq, hehe.. khit na absent siya sa lit nmen.. so sad to know that the sem is near to end, we will have no comm at all.. its quite ok, coz i know we are not meant to be.. but im happy coz i had a chance to know him..
March 9-after the quizzes sa learning and stat.. clauds, ali and i, had a conversation about outing and bondings,, hehehe,, i just come up to realized that i had found myself tired again what is happening to me.. i do not know why, pero nasbi q sa knila na "Minsan naisip q, sna katulad ng lng aq ng iba, ung tipong hindi ng aaral ng mabuti, ung tipong tmang pasa lng.." den clauds concluded if i feel very pressure about my situation, i found it true.. pressure, a lot.. napapagod din aq maging aq.. to meet and maintain the expectations of others.. its really hard..
im not saying that i need to please others but i find it something meaningful and fulfilling to my part.. if i made someone enlightened, i really feel fulfilled..
one more thing i've said "sna minsan try q din magkamali.." lam mo un ung social life q, parang i found it boring compare to others eh.. basta..!
but its alright, my questions are answered by my professor she said "DOING THE RIGHT THINGS WOULD LEAD YOU TO HAPPINESS..." and i've realized that it is much better to do right things than to regret and to say that only if i did not do it..
March 11- oh well, its really hard to talk about family.. its really, really complicated to tackle about it..why,,? simply because we have our individual differences, which i know that it made us think in different views.. but anyways, im really thankful that somehow, someone trust me to talk about this sensitive matter.. i hope somehow i hepled you.. but still i could not accept the fact that you starting to fall inlove with me, which i really dont believe it.. you, dont even know the real me.. im not saying that i do have a negative charac but what im trying to say is that only a part of me which you really know.. its really impossible for a person whom, you havent see yet, that made you fall for.. right..? i do really experienced that.. its not love what you feel but more of interest.. you have thought that i was love but its a big lie.. kaya mo lng cnsbi ma mahal mo ang isang tao is just because you are engage to the idea " that a things which s/he had done to you.. alam mo un.. nsabi mo lng na mahal mo xia xe nakita mo ung isang characteristic na hinahanap mo..
March 10- hai.. though the day is quite tiresome, im still happy, or should i say awakened..hehehe.. ala lng po.. basta im so happy xe nman c pampam noh, kinausap nya kia aq, hehe.. khit na absent siya sa lit nmen.. so sad to know that the sem is near to end, we will have no comm at all.. its quite ok, coz i know we are not meant to be.. but im happy coz i had a chance to know him..
March 9-after the quizzes sa learning and stat.. clauds, ali and i, had a conversation about outing and bondings,, hehehe,, i just come up to realized that i had found myself tired again what is happening to me.. i do not know why, pero nasbi q sa knila na "Minsan naisip q, sna katulad ng lng aq ng iba, ung tipong hindi ng aaral ng mabuti, ung tipong tmang pasa lng.." den clauds concluded if i feel very pressure about my situation, i found it true.. pressure, a lot.. napapagod din aq maging aq.. to meet and maintain the expectations of others.. its really hard..
im not saying that i need to please others but i find it something meaningful and fulfilling to my part.. if i made someone enlightened, i really feel fulfilled..
one more thing i've said "sna minsan try q din magkamali.." lam mo un ung social life q, parang i found it boring compare to others eh.. basta..!
but its alright, my questions are answered by my professor she said "DOING THE RIGHT THINGS WOULD LEAD YOU TO HAPPINESS..." and i've realized that it is much better to do right things than to regret and to say that only if i did not do it..
feared 2:52 PM
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