hai... wat a day.. i just cant imagine that i washed clothes to day.. as in so eto my hands with sugat.. pero maliit lng.. kia lng sobrang hapdi nia.. what happened to me this week...

MArch 15 - hmm... wala lng pumunta aq sa quiapo para sumamba tapos inantay q si poL.. para may ksabay aq.. tapos habang nag iintay kame.. nakausap q si ka kris, nag katanungan aun ng open up aq sa kanya about the torture things about my life at this moment.. sobra naliwanangan aq kahit pano,.. tama siya nakalimot na aq ng konti.. "Kapag ginawan ka ng masama, kapatid man o hindi dapat gantihan mo ng mabuti".. but the problem is until to what degree ung kya mong gawin.. i mean tao lng din aq napupuno rin at nahihrapan din.. i am physically tortured by the things that surrounds me.. napapagod din aq umintindi at makinig sa mga PROBLEMA ng ibang tao.. at nagsasawa rin aq kakarinig.. lam mo un, hindi lng nman sila ang may problema ha aq din nman.. at ang masaklap pa nun hindi nila alam ung kalagayan q kya nagsasalita sila ng kung ano ano..im sicked and tired of hearing those arguments and problems of other people..!! Bakit, sila ba may time to ask me how dp you feel,, nalalaman ba nila sa bawat pagtahimik ko, ung kirot na nararamdaman ng puso dahil sa sakit nito.. Lam ba nila kung gano kasakit ang naLaman na you are sick.. damn.., mas napapagod aq,, the sad part is to accused me of things which i am not used to be.. TAO lng aq.. sana kahit minsan huwag nmang maging pabigat...

thanks ka kris for reminding me.. "Huwag dapat mabuhay ka poot"

im so happy i was enlightened..