July 23, 2006
last night, i realized that life is really too short.. i never imagined that life would be that easy to loose... i understand that no one owns our life except our creator... what my point is that, life is too short to waste; time, opportunity and chance.. As much as possible, we need to do things as much as we can.. just like what my prof says, "Do what you can do today, for tomorrow might be too late, or there will be no more tomorrow at all... " what i've learned is that, try to tell things to those people around us as early as we can..
Life is like a blink of an eye! As fast as we blink our eyes.. People, who we lived with today might not be there at all times..
there was a very important person in my life that once, i was afraid to loose.. She's been a big part of "raine's Life".. What she had done to me is what you can see to my principles.. Her existence is a big part where I can get my strength (unnotice but genuine)... We've been treated each other as mother and daughter. In fact, she's been a second mother to me since my birth. She fulfilled a part of my babyhood while my mother is in her work.. and I can say that she really loved me as her "niece" and i do loved her also as my "Tita".. Until to the point crisis came. It really shocked not only me but the whole family.. She really got sick and ill.. There was a time that i really dont know where to go when i heard what happened to her.. BUt I tried to be as strong as I can and to be a neutral not to show how really sad I am.! Those nights, that I thought I cant do anything for her was the nights that I PROVED TO MYSELF AND TO GOD, how firm my faith to HIM.. I always prayed for her, and Im so happy that God answered me.. And now she is with us... I can consider her as a "TRUE SURVIVOR" of her own battle..
To, you my dear Tita, i hope you take good care of yourself, coz we really care for you.. I know how hard, how painful and how miserably you had felt that time, I hope you have learned to value more your life and understand how much we loved you.. Sana, gaano man kame kapursigidong tulungan kang maging malakas ulet, sana ganun ka den sa amin.
feared 8:18 AM